I never really gave a lot of credit to astrology BUT....lately I am beginning to think the fact that I am a Gemini is no accident. Let me explain.
I saw an episode of Property Virgins and it was in Toronto, more specifically, in Oakville, Mississagua and Burlington. It was winter and there was a lot of snow on the ground. As I watched the show I recognized places and landmarks. I could feel the cold and sighed with nostalgia because I really did like winter up there. I know, I'm crazy, but so be it! I still remember what it was like at this time of year up there and many people hate this time of year...I didn't. My daughter called today and shared that even our grandson, Daniel, is suffering from the lack of sunlight at this time of year. I feel for him. The lack of daylight hours is probably the most depressing thing about December in the north. They have snow and cold though and those are the things that I find myself missing lately. There is something special about Christmas lights and snow on the ground that defines the season to me. It is like a storybook come to life for me. I never grew up with snow at Christmas so the fact that it existed somewhere and that I got to live there for 3 winters is still a wonder to me.
On the flip side...because the point of this post is that I am a Gemini and we see both sides. I drove into my neighborhood tonight and the light show was spectacular! People here decorate...and they decorate with passion. The outdoor light shows are over the top! I love it! Winter in Houston is like riding a roller coaster. I was just reminded of this on the weather as they reported that the temperatures on Tuesday would be 48 degrees different than those on Saturday. Seriously? Yes, seriously. Winter one day and summer the next. We have had a lovely couple of months and the sun has been shining most of the time. I like the sun. I appreciate the fact that all I need to do to go somewhere is grab my purse and walk out the door. I don't have to get a coat and a scarf. But I like coats and scarves. What's a girl to do? I like the sun and the temperate air but I like the cold and the snow.
I can't complain about life down here in the south but at the same time I find myself missing life in Canada. I loved the cozy, cold, snowy winters in Canada. On the other hand, I just sent out invitations to more people than I ever even counted as acquaintences in Canada to our Christmas party. I would like a little of each in my life, can you tell me where that place exists? Can I live in a city and the country? Can I have frigid, snowy, long hours of daylight, occasionally moderate, winters, with lots of friends and family nearby? Can I have my cake and eat it too? It is not that I can't make up my mind, it is that both options are attractive to me and I want them both. Except for summer in Houston, and we all know how I feel about that.
So, it occurs to me that in ways beyond snow and warmth that I like both sides of the coin. Is it because I am a Gemini or is it because I just can't make up my mind?